your IV and you hospital bed, this was no accident it was a therapauetic chain of events....

sitting in the hospital with an IV and tube is no fun.
it made me realize something, i fon't want this to become the rest of my life. my brother came in making jokes about how he thought i had it made with nurses doing everything for me and whatnot, but i HATE it. i can't even get out of bed. sure, this hospital is one of the best for refeeding, but it's no walk in the park. i get so bored that half the time i sleep.
what sucks the most is knowing that i'm spending christmas eve and christmas in the hospital. it breaks my heart that i can't be with my familys or friends. i can't even haveva phone in my sroom sstsos stalk to mmy family and friends. the dr's say that's a priveledge that i have to earn.
i donn't know... i'qm basically just ranted because i have nothing abetter to do aand i'm really upset that i'm here ffor the holidays. sorry for this..